Full disclosure, I'm actually a huge introvert. Words do not come easy to me at all. I have a hard time knowing what to say next. In high school, at my senior prom, I was voted Most Bashful. And I honestly didn't know how I won this because to win it meant that my classmates had to know who I was. Then they made me go up in front of the entire class and accept this award. I know right.
Fast forward 28 years, and I own my own nature macro photography business, because being alone while you take pictures is part of the appeal… but to make a living off of it, that means pushing my own comfort boundaries. But growth is always painful.
One thing I've learned through life is… nope, just lost it. I completely just my train of thought…yeah, it's gone.
I have a 6 year old son who has trisomy 21. I thought I heard him wake up. That was what made me forget what I was saying.
I guess my point is that I have no idea what I'm doing, and I'm just faking it until I make it. I have huge imposter syndrome. But I'm starting to realize that I'm more normal than I think I am.
Comments